But I am straitened between two: having a desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ, a thing by far the better.

“Oh that spirit of Paul! nothing was ever like it, nor ever will be! Thou fearest the future, thou art compassed by innumerable dreadful things, and wilt thou not be with Christ? No, he answers, and this for Christ's sake, that I may render more loving unto Him those whom I have made his servants, that I may make the plot which I have planted bear much fruit. Didst thou not hear me, when I declared that I sought not "that which profited myself" but my neighbor? Heardest thou not these words, "I could wish that I myself were anathema from Christ", that many might come unto Him? I, who chose that part, shall I not much rather choose this, shall I not with pleasure harm myself by this delay and postponement, that they may be saved? "Who shall utter Thy mighty acts, O Lord", because Thou sufferedst not Paul to be hidden, because Thou madest manifest to the world such a man? All the Angels of God praised Thee with one accord, when Thou madest the stars, and so too surely when Thou madest the sun, but not so much as when Thou didst manifest Paul to the whole world. By this, the earth was made more brilliant than the heaven, for he is brighter than the solar light, he hath shot forth more brilliant rays, he hath shed abroad more joyous beams. What fruit hath this man borne for us! not by making fat our corn, not by nurturing our pomegranates, but by producing and perfecting the fruit of holiness, and when falling to pieces, continually recovering them. For the sun itself can nothing profit fruits that are once decayed, but Paul has called out of their sins those who had manifold decays. And it gives place to the night, but he had mastery over the Devil. Nothing ever subdued him, nothing mastered him. The sun, when it mounts the heavens, darts down its rays, but he, as he rose from beneath, filled not the mid space of heaven and earth with light, but as soon as he opened his mouth, filled the Angels with exceeding joy. For if "there is joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth", while he at his first address caught multitudes, does he not fill with joy the Powers above? What say I? It sufficeth that Paul should only be named, and the heavens leap for joy. For if when the Israelites "went forth out of Egypt, the mountains skipped like rams", how great, thinkest thou, was the joy, when men ascended from earth to heaven!”

“Above, the Apostle described the progress that followed from him; here he treats of the joy conceived from this progress. And first he sets down the matter of the joy; second, the joy itself, there "and in this I rejoice," etc. Now it happens sometimes that some joy arises from a good cause, and this directly and per se, and sometimes from a bad cause, and this indirectly and per accidens. For when it is from a good cause, one should rejoice both in the effect and in the cause, as in an almsdeed done for God's sake. But when it is from a bad cause, then one should rejoice in the effect, but not in the cause. And so it is with the redemption through Christ, although it came about from the wickedness of Judas and of the Jews. So it happens in the Church, where benefit comes about sometimes through good preachers as regards a good intention, sometimes through bad ones as regards a bad intention; and one should rejoice in both, as has been said. And therefore he says "for what," etc. By occasion he proclaims Christ, who does not intend this as his principal aim but for the sake of something else, say, gain or glory. Prov. 18: "he who wishes to withdraw from a friend seeks an occasion." By truth, however, when it is from a right intention. Isaiah 38:3: "I beseech thee, O Lord, remember, I pray thee, how I have walked before thee in truth and with a perfect heart," etc. But since it happens in either way to the benefit of the Church, therefore he says "if Christ is proclaimed," etc., because if he were proclaiming something other than Christ, then it would matter greatly, which happens when false doctrine is taught. Augustine: "the shepherd who proclaims for the sake of truth is to be loved; the hireling who does so for gain is to be tolerated; he who is false is to be expelled." Then he sets down the joy that follows, saying "and in this," namely that my bonds are made manifest for Christ's sake, that Christ is proclaimed, "I rejoice," in the present, John 14:28: "if you loved me, you would indeed rejoice," etc., "and I shall rejoice" in the future, Isaiah 51:3: "they shall obtain joy and gladness," etc. Then, when he says "for I know," etc., he sets down the fruit arising from his own progress. And first he sets down the fruit itself; second he raises a certain doubt, there "for whether to live," etc. Likewise, first he proposes the fruit; second, the help for obtaining it, there "through your prayer," etc.; third he assigns the matter of the fruit, there "but not in every," etc. He says therefore: I rejoice in these things, and this on account of the fruit arising from them unto eternal salvation. Isaiah 45:17: "Israel is saved in the Lord with eternal salvation," etc. And this is so because when we do some good things by cooperating in the salvation of others, it redounds to our own salvation. For if, as is said in Matthew 18:6, "whoever shall scandalize one of these little ones," etc.; how great a glory is he worthy of who procures the salvation of many? Now the help is threefold: namely, on the part of others, mutual prayer. Hence he says "through your prayers," namely, from which I hope to be helped by God. James, last chapter: "pray for one another, that you may be saved," etc. On the part of God, from whom we have the hope of salvation. Isaiah 26:17-18: "from thy face, O Lord, we have conceived, and have been as it were in labor, and have brought forth the spirit of salvation." And therefore he says "and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ." Romans 8:26: "the Spirit helps our infirmity." And he speaks by way of likeness. For when someone is weak, he needs one to relieve him so that he may be sustained, and this is to supply; and we are weak, therefore we need the supply of the Spirit. John 14:26: "and he shall suggest to you all things," etc.; as it were supplying to you. On our part there is hope in God, because, Prov. 11:28: "he who trusts in riches shall fall." Our hope, therefore, must be in God, etc. Psalm 124:1: "they who trust in the Lord are as mount Sion," etc. And therefore he says "according to my expectation and hope." But is not hope the expectation of future beatitude? It must be said that hope is a movement of the appetite toward an arduous good. And this in two ways: for when someone hopes to attain through himself, thus hope is without expectation; but when through another, then it is hope with expectation, and thus we expect, having hope of attaining something through another. Psalm 39:2: "with expectation I have waited for the Lord," etc. Romans 8:24: "we are saved by hope." But he says "I know," and afterward "I hope and I expect." Is this hope then certain? The Apostle answers, saying: "yes, because in nothing shall I be confounded." 1 Maccabees 2:61: "all who hope in him do not grow weak." Romans 5:5: "but hope does not confound." Ecclesiasticus 2:11: "no one has hoped in the Lord and been confounded." Of this he first assigns the reason, second he expounds it, there "for to me to live," etc. This reason is taken from the fact that he himself is wholly ordered to the service of Christ, as if he were saying: therefore these things will come to me unto salvation, because I am wholly for the service of Christ. And first he sets down confidence; second, perseverance; third, the certainty of intention. He says therefore "but in all confidence," etc., as if to say: many persecute me, but I trust in God. Isaiah 12:2: "I will act with confidence and will not fear." Psalm 11:6: "I will act with confidence in him." "As always," that is, from the beginning of his conversion. Acts 9:27: "how in Damascus he had acted with confidence," etc. "So also now," Job 27:6: "my justification which I have begun to hold, I will not abandon." Third, he shows that his intention is right, because Christ will be magnified, who, since he is true God, cannot be magnified or diminished in himself, but in us, that is, in the knowledge of others. Then, therefore, one magnifies Christ when one extends knowledge of him. Ecclesiasticus 43:35: "who shall magnify him as he is from the beginning?" And this both in word and in deed, when the greatness of a divine effect shows his greatness. And among the marvelous effects, justification is one such, and as long as it lies hidden in a man's heart, Christ is not magnified through it, except as regards that man's own heart, not as regards others; but whenever it bursts forth into outward, visible bodily acts, then it is truly and properly magnified. And therefore he says "in my body." In our body Christ is magnified in two ways. In one way insofar as we devote our body to his service, carrying out his ministries bodily. 1 Corinthians 6:20: "glorify and carry God in your body." In another way by exposing our body for Christ. 1 Corinthians 13:3: "if I should deliver my body, so that I burn," etc. But the first way comes about through life; the second through death. Therefore he says "whether through life," because by living he operates, "or through death." Romans 14:8: "whether we live, or whether we die, we are the Lord's," etc. This can also be understood of spiritual death. Colossians 3:5: "mortify your members which are upon the earth," etc. Then he explains how he will be magnified through life and through death, saying "for to me to live," etc. For life imports a certain motion. For those things are said to live which are moved of themselves. And hence it is that that seems to be radically a man's life, which is the principle of motion in him. Now this is that to which his affection is united as to an end, because from this a man is moved to all things. Hence some call that from which they are moved to act their life, as hunters call the hunt, and friends call their friend. So therefore Christ is our life, since the whole principle of our life and operation is Christ. And therefore the Apostle says "for to me to live," etc., because Christ alone moved him. "And to die is gain" — here the Apostle speaks properly. For anyone reckons it a gain to himself when he can perfect the life which he has imperfectly. Thus the sick man reckons a healthy life as gain. Our life is Christ. Colossians 3:3: "your life is hidden with Christ in God." But here it is imperfect. 2 Corinthians 5:6: "as long as we are in the body, we are exiled from the Lord." And therefore when we die in body, our life, namely Christ, is perfected for us, to whom we are then present. Psalm 126:2: "when he shall have given sleep to his beloved," etc. 2 Timothy 4:6: "for I am already being poured out, and the time of my dissolution is at hand," etc. Then, when he says "but if to live," etc., he sets down a certain doubt concerning the things that have been said. And concerning this he does two things. First he sets down the doubt; second he resolves it, there "and this trusting," etc. Likewise, the first part into two: for first he sets down the doubt; second he proposes reasons for either side, there "but I am straitened," etc. He says therefore: if to live in the flesh, this to me is fruit, etc.; it is true that in my body, while I live, Christ is magnified. Therefore my living in the flesh, that is, my life in the flesh, is fruit of this sort. Hence he predicates the effect of the cause, that is, if life brings me this fruit, that Christ be magnified, life in the flesh is good and fruitful. Romans 6:22: "you have your fruit unto sanctification," etc. If then it is so, "I know not what I shall choose," whether to die, or to live. Romans 8:26: "for what we should pray for as we ought, we know not," etc. Wisdom 9:14: "for the thoughts of mortal men are fearful, and our counsels uncertain." But why do you doubt? Because "I am straitened," etc. First he sets down the reason for one side; second for the other. For in man there is a twofold motion, namely of nature and of grace. Of nature, toward not dying. 2 Corinthians 5:4: "we would not be unclothed, but clothed upon," etc. John, last chapter: "and another shall lead thee whither thou wouldst not," etc. And of grace, which charity suggests, which moves toward the love of God and of neighbor. This affection toward the love of God moves us to be with Christ. And therefore he says "having a desire to be dissolved," not simply, but "to be with Christ." 2 Corinthians 5:8: "but we are confident, and have a good will to be absent rather from the body, and to be present with the Lord," etc. In which is noted the falsity of the opinion of the Greeks, that the souls of the saints after death are not immediately with Christ. And this he desires because it is "much better to be with Christ." Psalm 72:25: "for what have I in heaven," etc. "My flesh and my heart have fainted," namely as regards possessing the good. Psalm 83:11: "better is one day in thy courts above thousands," etc. But the love of neighbor moves toward the progress of the neighbor, and therefore he says "but to remain," etc., that is, my life is necessary on account of your benefit. 2 Corinthians 5:13: "whether we are transported in mind, it is to God; or whether we are sober, it is for you," etc. Or otherwise, "I am straitened," etc., that is, from a twofold side the desire arises "to be dissolved," etc., "better," etc. The sense is not changed. But this does not seem doubtful; indeed the Apostle even seems to incline toward the former part. For the first desire is roused in us by the love of God, the second by the love of neighbor; but the first desire is greater and better; therefore, etc. I answer. It must be said that the love of God is twofold: namely, the love of concupiscence, by which one wills to enjoy God and delight in him, and this is the good of man. Likewise there is the love of friendship, by which a man puts the honor of God ahead even of this delight by which he enjoys God, and this is perfect charity. Hence Romans 8:38: "neither death, nor life, nor angels," etc. And he adds in chapter 9:3: "I wished myself to become an anathema for my brethren," etc. And this he said in order to show that he was of a more perfect charity, as it were being ready, for the love of God and his glory, to forgo the delight of the vision of God; and therefore he chose this, and rightly, as being more perfect.”

“For I am in a strait betwixt two,.... Life and death; or between these "two counsels", as the Arabic version reads; two thoughts and desires of the mind, a desire to live for the reasons above, and a desire to die for a reason following. The apostle was pressed with a difficulty in his mind about this, as David was when he was bid to choose which he would, either seven years' famine, or three months' flight before his enemies, or three days' pestilence; upon which he said, I am in a great strait, Sa2 24:14; to which passage it is thought the apostle alludes; the same word as here is used by Christ, Luk 12:50, having a desire to depart; to die, a way of speaking much in use with the Jews, as expressive of death; thus Abraham is represented by them speaking after this manner on account of his two sons Isaac and Ishmael, the one being righteous and the other wicked (c), "says he, if I bless Isaac, lo, Ishmael will seek to be blessed, and he is wicked; but a servant am I, flesh and blood am I, and tomorrow , "I shall depart out of the world", or "die"; and what pleases the holy blessed God himself in his own world, let him do: "when Abraham was dismissed" or "departed", the holy blessed God appeared to Isaac and blessed him: and again it is said (d), "iniquities are not atoned for, until , "a man is dismissed", or "departs out of the world"; and once more (e), "when a man , "departs out of this world"; according to his merit he ascends above; See Gill on Joh 13:1; the same word is used in the Syriac version here; death is departing out of this life, a going out of the body, a removal out of this world; it is like moving from one place to another, from the world below to the world above; with the saints it is no other than a removing from one house to another, from the earthly house of their tabernacle, the body, to their Father's house, and the mansions of glory in it, preparing for them. Death is not an annihilation of men, neither of soul nor body; it is a separation of them, but not a destruction of either; it is a dissolution of the union between them for a while, when both remain in a separate state till the resurrection: now this the apostle had a desire unto, which was not a new and sudden motion of mind; it was a thought that had long dwelt with him, and still continued; and this desire after death was not for the sake of death, for death in itself is a king of terrors, very formidable and terrible, and not desirable; it is an enemy, the last enemy that shall be destroyed; it is contrary to nature, and to desire it is contrary to a first principle in nature, self-preservation; but death is desired for some other end; wicked men desire it, and desire others to put an end to their lives, or do it themselves to free them from some trouble they are in; or because they are not able to support under a disappointment of what their ambition or lust have prompted them to: good men desire death, though always when right, with a submission to the will of God, that they may be rid of sin, which so much dishonours God as well as distresses themselves; and that they may be clothed upon with the shining robes of immortality and glory; and as the apostle here, to be with Christ: for the former clause is to be strictly connected with this; he did not desire merely to depart this life, but chiefly to be with Christ, and the former only in order to the latter; the saints are in Christ now, chosen in him, set upon his heart, and put into his hands, are created in him, and brought to believe in him, and are in him as branches in the vine; and he is in them, formed in their hearts, lives and dwells in them by faith, and they have sometimes communion with him in private duties and public worship; he comes into them and sups with them, and they with him: but this is only at times, he is as a wayfaring man that continues but for a night; hence the present state of the saints is a state of absence from Christ; while they are at home in the body, they are absent from the Lord, especially as to his bodily presence; but after death they are immediately with him, where he is in his human nature; and their souls in their separate state continue with him till the resurrection morn, when their bodies will be raised and reunited to their souls, and be both for ever with him, beholding his glory, and enjoying uninterrupted communion with him; which will be the completion and full end of Christ's preparations and prayers: hence it appears that there is a future being and state after death: the apostle desires to depart this life, and "be", exist, be somewhere, "with Christ"; for the only happy being after death is with him; if souls are not with him, they are with devils and damned spirits, in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone: and it is also manifest that souls do not sleep with the body in the grave until the resurrection; the souls of the saints are immediately with Christ, in the enjoyment of his presence, in happiness and glory, hoping, believing, and waiting for the resurrection of their bodies; had the apostle known that he must have remained after death in a state of inactivity and uselessness, deprived of the communion of Christ and of his church, it would have been no difficulty with him to determine which was most eligible, to live or die; and it would have been much better for him, and more to the advantage of the churches, if he had continued upon earth to this day, than to be sleeping in his grave, senseless and inactive; whereas he adds, which is far better: to depart and be with Christ is better than to live in the flesh in this sinful world, in the midst of a variety of sorrows and troubles, and in which communion with Christ is but now and then enjoyed, though such a life is better than sleeping in the grave; but upon a soul's departure and being with Christ, it is free from sin and sorrow, and in the utmost pleasure, enjoying communion with him without interruption; and this is better than labouring in the ministry: for though no man took more pleasure in the work of the ministry than the apostle did, and no man's ministry was more profitable and useful; yet it was toilsome, laborious, and wearisome to the flesh; wherefore dying and being with Jesus could not but be desirable, since he should then rest from his labours, and his works would follow him; at least it was better for him, and so the Syriac version adds, "to me", far better for me; and so the Arabic: to live longer might be better and more to the advantage of Christ, the glory of his name, the good of his churches, it might be better for others; but leaving the world and being with Christ were better for him; and this was an argument swaying on the side of death, and inclining him to desire that, and made it so difficult with him what to choose, (c) Bemidbar Rabba, sect. 11. fol. 202. 3. (d) Zohar in Numb. fol. 51. 3. (e) Tzeror Hammor, fol. 2. 1.”

“For I am in a strait betwixt two - Viz. the dying now, and being immediately with God; or living longer to preach and spread the Gospel, and thus glorify Christ among men. Having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ - Την επιθυμιαν εχων εις το αναλυσαι. It appears to be a metaphor taken from the commander of a vessel, in a foreign port, who feels a strong desire αναλυσαι, to set sail, and get to his own country and family; but this desire is counterbalanced by a conviction that the general interests of the voyage may be best answered by his longer stay in the port where his vessel now rides; for he is not in dock, he is not aground, but rides at anchor in the port, and may any hour weigh and be gone. Such was the condition of the apostle: he was not at home, but although he was abroad it was on his employer's business; he wishes to return, and is cleared out and ready to set sail, but he has not received his last orders from his owner, and whatever desire he may feel to be at home he will faithfully wait till his final orders arrive. Which is far better - Πολλῳ - μαλλον κρεισσον· Multo magis melior, Vulgate; much more better. The reader will at once see that the words are very emphatic.”

“For--The oldest manuscripts read, "But." "I know not (Phi 1:22), BUT am in a strait (am perplexed) betwixt the two (namely, 'to live' and 'to die'), having the desire for departing (literally, 'to loose anchor,' Ti2 4:6) and being with Christ; FOR (so the oldest manuscripts) it is by far better"; or as the Greek, more forcibly, "by far the more preferable"; a double comparative. This refutes the notion of the soul being dormant during its separation from the body. It also shows that, while he regarded the Lord's advent as at all times near, yet that his death before it was a very possible contingency. The partial life eternal is in the interval between death and Christ's second advent; the perfectional, at that advent [BISHOP PEARSON]. To depart is better than to remain in the flesh; to be with Christ is far, far better; a New Testament hope (Heb 12:24), [BENGEL].”