Not as though I has already attained, or were already perfect; but I follow after, if I may by any means apprehend, wherein I am also apprehended by Christ Jesus.

“Let the one, therefore, have the necessity of continuing; the other, further, even the power of not marrying. Secondly, if, according to the Scripture, they who shall be "apprehended" by the faith in (the state of) Gentile marriage are not defiled (thereby) for this reason, that, together with themselves, others also are sanctified: without doubt, they who have been sanctified before marriage, if they commingle themselves with "strange flesh," cannot sanctify that (flesh) in (union with) which they were not "apprehended. If these things may happen to those women also who, having attained the faith while in (the state of) Gentile matrimony, continue in that state, still they are excused, as having been "apprehended by God" in these very circumstances; and they are bidden to persevere in their married state, and are sanctified, and have hope of "making a gain" held out to them.”

“"Not that I have already obtained, or am already made perfect: but I press on, if so be that I may apprehend that for which also I was apprehended by Christ Jesus." "Not that I have already obtained." What means "already obtained"? He speaks of the prize, but if he who had endured such sufferings, he who was persecuted, he "who had in him the dying of the Lord Jesus," was not yet confident about that resurrection, what can we say? What meaneth, "if I may apprehend"? What he before said, "If I may attain to the resurrection of the dead." (2 Cor. iv. 10) If I may apprehend, he saith, His resurrection; i.e. if I may be able to endure so great things, if I may be able to imitate Him, if I may be able to become conformed to Him. For example, Christ suffered many things, He was spit upon, He was stricken, was scourged, at last He suffered what things he suffered. This is the entire course. Through all these things it is needful that men should endure the whole contest, and so come to His resurrection. Or he means this, if I am thought worthy to attain the glorious resurrection, which is a matter of confidence, in order to His resurrection. For if I am able to endure all the contests, I shall be able also to have His resurrection, and to rise with glory. For not as yet, saith he, am I worthy, but "I press on, if so be that I may apprehend." My life is still one of contest, I am still far from the end, I am still distant from the prize, still I run, still I pursue. And He said not, I run, but "I pursue." For you know with what eagerness a man pursues. He sees no one, he thrusts aside with great violence all who would interrupt his pursuit. He collects together his mind, and sight, and strength, and soul, and body, looking to nothing else than the prize. But if Paul, who so pursued, who had suffered so many things, yet saith, "if I may attain," what should we say, who have relaxed our efforts? Then to show that the thing is of debt, he saith, "For which also I was apprehended by Christ Jesus." I was, he saith, of the number of the lost, I gasped for breath, I was nigh dead, God apprehended me. For He pursued us, when we fled from Him, with all speed. So that he points out all those things; for the words, "I was apprehended," show the earnestness of Him who wishes to apprehend us, and our great aversion to Him, our wandering, our flight from Him. So that we are liable for a vast debt, and no one grieves, no one weeps, no one groans, all having returned to their former state. For as before the appearance of Christ we fled from God, so now also. For we can flee from God, not in place, for He is everywhere; and hear the Prophet, when he says, "Whither shall I go from Thy Spirit, or whither shall I flee from Thy presence"? (Ps. cxxxix. 7) How then can we flee from God? Even as we can become distant from God, even as we can be removed afar off. "They that are far from Thee," it says, "shall perish." (Ps. lxxiii. 27) And again, "Have not your iniquities separated between Me and you?" (Isa. lix. 2) How then comes this removal, how comes this separation? In purpose and soul: for it cannot be in place. For how could one fly from Him who is everywhere present? The sinner then flies. This is what the Scripture saith, "The wicked fleeth when no man pursueth him." (Prov. xxviii. 1) We eagerly fly from God, although He always pursueth us. The Apostle hasted, that he might be near Him. We haste, that we may be far off.”

“Above he showed that he counts past gains as nothing for the sake of Christ, and he showed that he intended to know Christ, and to gain Christ, and this he intends here to explain in particular. And first, how he desires to gain Christ and be found in him through righteousness; second, through endurance of the passion, at the place "conformed," etc. Concerning the first, first he shows what the righteousness is which he abandoned; second, what the righteousness is which he seeks, at the place "but," etc. But it must be known that righteousness is sometimes taken as a special virtue, by which a man establishes rectitude in those things which pertain to common life together, and insofar as it is directive in these matters. For temperance concerns the interior passions, but righteousness is toward another. In another way righteousness is called a general virtue, insofar as a man keeps the law for the sake of the common good, and in this way it is frequently put in sacred Scripture for the observance of the divine law. Ps. 118:121: "I have done judgment and righteousness," namely, the law, which he kept out of love, as it were moved from himself: and thus it is a virtue. But not so, if kept in another way, that is, from some exterior cause, namely either for the sake of gain, or for the sake of penalties, and if the observance is displeasing to him. And according to this there is a twofold mode of righteousness: one is of moral righteousness, the other is of legal righteousness, by which one keeps the law not out of love, but out of fear. And therefore he says "not having my righteousness, which is from the law," because, as Augustine says, the brief difference between the law and the Gospel is love and fear. Rom. 8:15: "You have not received the spirit of bondage again in fear, but you have received the spirit of adoption," etc. But if it is yours, how is it from the law? He answers: rather it is mine, because by human power, without the habit of interior justifying grace, I do such works, but it is from the law, as from one who teaches. Or it is mine, in that I presume to keep it by myself. Rom. 10:5: "For Moses wrote, that the righteousness which is from the law, the man who does it shall live in it." Concerning this righteousness, which he seeks, he says three things: namely the manner of obtaining it, the author, and the fruit. The manner is that he does not obtain it, except from faith in Christ. Rom. 5:1: "Being justified therefore by faith, let us have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ." Rom. 3:22: "But the righteousness of God through faith of Jesus Christ unto all, and upon all who believe." The author, however, is God, and not man. Rom. 8:33: "God, who justifies." Rom. 4:5: "But to him who believes in him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is reckoned unto righteousness, according to the purpose of the grace of God." And therefore he says "which is from God," etc. Acts 5:32: "And the Holy Spirit, whom God has given to all," etc. The fruit is the knowledge of him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his holy ones. And concerning this, according to a twofold knowledge, it can be treated in two ways. In one way, by expounding concerning the knowledge of the way, and thus it is necessary to know three things about him. First, his person, namely that he is true God and true man. And therefore he says "to know him." John 14:9: "I have been with you so long a time, and you have not known me," etc. Second, the glory of his resurrection. Hence he says "and the power of his resurrection," that is, a resurrection full of power, wrought by his own power. Third, how they might imitate him, at the place "and the fellowship," namely that we be joined with him in the passion. 1 Peter 2:21: "Christ suffered for us, leaving you an example, that you should follow his steps." Second, concerning experiential knowledge, and he begins from what is posterior, which is last in execution, and first in intention. The first is the recognition of God through essence, to which faith leads. Jer. 31:34: "All shall know me, from the least of them even to the greatest, says the Lord," etc. And therefore he says "to know him." Second, because not only is the soul glorified, but from this the body also will be glorious. Therefore he says "and the power of his resurrection," namely by which we shall rise again. 1 Cor. 15:14: "If Christ has not risen, our faith is vain," etc. Third, the fellowship, because through experience we shall have how much the fellowship of his passion avails. 1 Cor. 1:9: "But God is faithful, through whom you have been called into the fellowship of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord." Then, when he says "conformed," etc., he shows how he wishes to gain and be found in him through endurance of the passion. And first he sets forth the endurance, second the fruit, at the place "if by any means," etc. He says therefore: may I be found not only having righteousness, but "conformed to his death," so that I may suffer for the sake of righteousness and truth, as Christ did. Gal., last chapter: "For I bear the marks of the Lord Jesus in my body." The fruit indeed is, "if by any means," etc. For from the sufferings endured here, man arrives at glory. Rom. 6:5: "For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also in the likeness of his resurrection." 2 Tim. 2:11: "If we are dead with him, we shall also live with him; if we endure, we shall also reign with him." Rom. 8:17: "If yet we suffer with him, that we may also be glorified with him." And he says "if by any means," on account of the difficulty, the arduousness, and the labor. Matt. 7:14: "Narrow is the way that leads to life, and few there are who find it," etc. Amos 4:12: "Prepare to meet your God, O Israel," etc. For Christ rose by his own power, but man not by his own power, but by the grace of God. Rom. 8:11: "He who raised up Jesus Christ from the dead shall also give life to your mortal bodies, on account of his Spirit dwelling in you." Or it can be understood of the meeting of the saints, when they will meet Christ descending from heaven to judgment. Then, when he says "for what already," etc., he shows how his desire is deferred. And first he shows what he feels about himself; second he exhorts others to feel the same about themselves, at the place "for as many as are perfect," etc. Again the first part is divided into two, because first he shows how he falls short of interior perfection; second he explains this, at the place "brothers, I," etc. Concerning the first he does two things. First he shows that he has not arrived at perfection; second, that he presses on toward it, "but I follow after," etc. Tending toward another thing he intends two things, namely to obtain what is sought and to enjoy it. For he would seek in vain, if he did not enjoy it and cling to it. And therefore he says "not that I have already received," namely the glory which I seek. Wisdom 5:17: "They shall receive a kingdom of glory, and a crown of beauty from the hand of their own God." "Or that I am already perfect." 1 Cor. 13:10: "When that which is perfect has come, that which is in part shall be done away." But on the contrary: "Be perfect," Matt. 5:48, and Gen. 17:1: "Be perfect." I respond. It must be said that perfection is twofold, namely of the homeland and of the way. For the perfection of man consists in this, that he cling to God through charity, because each thing is perfect according to the manner in which it clings to its own perfection. But the soul can cling to God perfectly in two ways. In one way, so that it refers all its action to God actually, and knows him as he is knowable: and this is the perfection of the homeland. But the clinging of the way is twofold. One is of the necessity of salvation, to which all are bound, namely that one apply his heart in nothing to that which is against God, but habitually refer his whole life to him. And in this way the Lord says, Matt. 22:37: "You shall love the Lord your God," etc. The other is of supererogation, when someone clings to God beyond the common state, which comes about by removing the heart from temporal things, and thus he draws nearer to the homeland; because the more desire fails, the more charity grows. What therefore is said here is understood of the perfection of the homeland. Then, when he says "but I follow," etc., he shows the effort toward it, saying "I follow," namely Christ. John 8:12: "He who follows me does not walk in darkness," etc. John 10:3: "My sheep hear my voice, and follow." And this, "if by any means I may comprehend." 1 Cor. 9:25: "So run, that you may comprehend." But on the contrary, God is incomprehensible, for Jer. 31:37 it is said: "If the heavens above can be measured, and the foundations of the earth below searched out," etc. I respond. It must be said that to comprehend in one way is to enclose, just as a house encloses us. In another way it is the same as to attain and to hold. In the first way, then, he is incomprehensible, because he cannot be enclosed within a created intellect, since he is most simple, for you do not see him nor love him perfectly, as he is visible and lovable, just as one who does not know a demonstration, knows it not demonstratively, but by opinion. But God perfectly knows himself as he is knowable. The reason for this is that a thing is known according to the mode of its being and truth. But God is light and infinite truth, but our light is finite. And therefore he says "I follow, if by any means I may comprehend," understanding this in the second way, namely by attaining. Canticle, last chapter: "I held him, and will not let him go," etc. "In which also I am comprehended." This is understood in three ways. For the whole of glory consists in the said comprehension of God, namely that God be present to our soul. But not all have equal blessedness, because some see more clearly, just as also some will love more ardently and rejoice more. Hence each one will have a certain measure, and this from divine predestination. And therefore he says "in which also I am comprehended"; as if to say: in such a measure I intend to comprehend, according as it has been disposed for me by Christ. Or, I follow that I may comprehend as I am comprehended; as if to say: that I may see him as he himself sees me. 1 John 3:2: "We shall see him as he is," that is, not through a likeness, but through essence. Or, I may comprehend by seeing Christ glorious. "In which I am comprehended," that is, in that glory in which he appeared when I was converted. Then, when he says "brothers, I," etc., he explains what he had said; and first concerning the defect of perfection; second concerning the following after, at the place "but one thing," etc. He says therefore "I," etc.; as if to say: I am not so proud as to attribute to myself what I do not have, but "I follow," etc.; which is read in three ways: in one way thus: "one thing I think," namely that "the things which are behind," etc. Or, I do not think that I have comprehended, but I follow after one thing, namely "toward the mark," etc. Or, I do not think that I have comprehended that above. Ps. 26:4: "One thing have I asked," etc. And then he shows what he has abandoned, whether temporal gains or temporal goods, or past merits, because man ought not to compare past merits to God. Second he shows toward what he tends, namely "to those," etc., that is, either the things which pertain to the faith of Christ, or greater merits, or heavenly things. Ps. 83:6: "He has disposed ascents in his heart," etc. And he says "stretching forth." For he who wishes to grasp something, stretches himself as much as he can. But the heart ought to stretch itself through desire. Wisdom 6:21: "The desire of wisdom leads to an everlasting kingdom," etc. But toward what does he tend? Toward "the appointed prize," which is the reward of him alone who runs. 1 Cor. 9:24: "All indeed run, but one receives the prize." I say, moreover, toward this prize appointed for me by God, which is "of the supernal calling of God." Rom. 8:30: "Whom he predestined, these he also called," etc. And this "in Christ Jesus," that is, through faith in Christ.”

“Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended,.... That for which he was apprehended of Christ: he had not attained to perfect knowledge, was not come to the mark, had not received the prize, or laid hold on eternal life; though he had received so much grace, and such gifts, as had qualified him for an apostle; and he had been so many years in that office, and had so great a knowledge in the mystery of the Gospel, and had laboured in it more abundantly than others, and with great success; and even though he had been caught up into the third heaven, and had heard unspeakable words, not lawful to be uttered, Co2 12:2, yet he had no such opinion of himself, as if he was perfect: by which way of speaking, he tacitly strikes at the arrogance and vain confidence of false teachers, that pretended to perfection; and in this way led the brethren to conclude, that they could never have arrived to it, since so great an apostle had not; some copies read not "yet", and so the Ethiopic version: but this one thing I do; which he was intent upon, constantly attended to, and earnestly pursued; it was the main and principal thing he was set upon, and which he employed himself in; and which engrossed all his thoughts, desires, affections, time, and labour; see Psa 27:4. The Syriac version reads, "this one thing I know"; signifying that whatever he was ignorant of, and however imperfect his knowledge was in other things, this he was full well apprized of, and acquainted with. The Arabic version renders the whole thus, "I do not think that I have now obtained and received anything, but the one thing"; namely, what follows, forgetting those things which are behind, meaning not the sins of his past life, which were indeed forgotten by God, and the guilt of which was removed from him, by the application of the blood of Christ, so that he had no more conscience of them; yet they were remembered and made mention of by him, partly for his own humiliation, and partly to magnify the grace of God: nor earthly and worldly things, which believers are too apt to have respect to, to look back upon, and hanker after, as the Israelites did after the fleshpots in Egypt, Exo 16:3; though these were forgotten by the apostle, so as not anxiously to care for them, and seek after them, to set his affections on them, or trust in them: nor his fleshly privileges, and legal righteousness, which he pursued, valued, and trusted in before conversion, but now dropped, renounced, disregarded, and counted as loss and dung, Phi 3:7; but rather his labours and works of righteousness since conversion, which though he times took notice of for the magnifying of the grace of God, for the defence of the Gospel, and to put a stop to the vain boasting of false teachers, yet he forgot them in point of dependence on them, and trust to them; and having put his hand to the plough, he did not look back, nor desist, but went on in his laborious way, not thinking of what he had done and gone through, nor discouraged at what was before him; as also he intends all his growth in grace, and proficiency in divine knowledge, which was very, great; and though he was thankful for these things, and would observe them to the glory of the grace of God, yet he trusted not in them: nor did he sit down easy and satisfied with what he had attained unto, and therefore was reaching forth unto those things which are before; to perfection of knowledge, holiness, and happiness, which were before him, and he as yet had not attained unto; but was desirous of, and pursued after with great vehemence and eagerness; the metaphor is taken from runners in a race, who did not stop to look behind them, and see what way they have run, and how far they are before others, but look and move forwards, and stretch themselves out to the uttermost, and run with all their might and main to the mark before them; and so the apostle did in a spiritual sense.”

“Not as though I had already attained - Ουχ ὁτι ηδη ελαβον· For I have not yet received the prize; I am not glorified, for I have not finished my course; and I have a conflict still to maintain, and the issue will prove whether I should be crowned. From the beginning of the 11th to the end of the 17th verse there is one continued allusion to the contests at the Olympic games; exercises with which, and their laws, the Philippians were well acquainted. Either were already perfect - Η ηδη τετελειωμαι· Nor am I yet perfect; I am not yet crowned, in consequence of having suffered martyrdom. I am quite satisfied that the apostle here alludes to the Olympic games, and the word τετελειωμαι is the proof; for τελειωθηναι is spoken of those who have completed their race, reached the goal, and are honored with the prize. Thus it is used by Philo, Allegoriar. lib. iii. page 101, edit. Mangey: Ποτε ουν, ω ψυχη, μαλιστα νεκροφορειν (νικοφορειν) σεαυτην ὑποληψη· αραγε ουχ ὁταν τελειωθῃς και βραβειων και στεφανων αξιωθῃς "When is it, O soul, that thou shalt appear to have the victory? Is it not when thou shalt be perfected, (have completed thy course by death), and be honored with prizes and crowns?" That τελειωσις signified martyrdom, we learn most expressly from Clemens Alexand., Stromata, lib. iii. page 480, where he has these remarkable words: - τελειωσιν μαρτυριον καλουμεν, ουχ ὁτι τελος του βιου ὁ ανθρωπος ελεβεν, ῳς οἱ λοιποι, αλλ' ὁτι τελειον εργον αγαπης ενεδειξατο· "We call martyrdom τελειωσις, or perfection, not because man receives it as the end, τελος, or completion of life; but because it is the consummation τελειος, of the work of charity." So Basil the great, Hom. in Psa 116:13 : Ποτηριον σωτηριου ληψομαι· τουτεστι, διψων επι την δια του μαρτυριου τελειωσιν ερχομαι· "I will receive the cup of salvation; that is, thirsting and earnestly desiring to come, by martyrdom, to the consummation." So Oecumenius, on Acts 28: Παντα ετη απο της κλησεως του Παυλου, μεχρι της τελειωσεως αυτου, τριακοντα και πεντε· "All the years of Paul, from his calling to his martyrdom, were thirty and five." And in Balsamon, Can. i. Ancyran., page 764: Τον της τελειωσεως στεφανον αναδησασθαι "To be crowned with the crown of martyrdom." Eusebius, Hist. Eccles, lib. vii. cap. 13, uses the word τελειουσθαι to express to suffer martyrdom. I have been the more particular here, because some critics have denied that the word has any such signification. See Suicer, Rosenmuller, Macknight, etc. St. Paul, therefore, is not speaking here of any deficiency in his own grace, or spiritual state; he does not mean by not being yet perfect, that he had a body of sin and death cleaving to him, and was still polluted with indwelling sin, as some have most falsely and dangerously imagined; he speaks of his not having terminated his course by martyrdom, which he knew would sooner or later be the case. This he considered as the τελειωσις, or perfection, of his whole career, and was led to view every thing as imperfect or unfinished till this had taken place. But I follow after - Διωκω δε· But I pursue; several are gone before me in this glorious way, and have obtained the crown of martyrdom; I am hurrying after them. That I may apprehend - That I may receive those blessings to which I am called by Christ Jesus. There is still an allusion here to the stadium, and exercises there: the apostle considers Christ as the brabeus, or judge in the games, who proclaimed the victor, and distributed the prizes; and he represents himself as being introduced by this very brabeus, or judge, into the contest; and this brabeus brought him in with the design to crown him, if he contended faithfully. To complete this faithful contention is what he has in view; that he may apprehend, or lay hold on that for which he had been apprehended, or taken by the hand by Christ who had converted, strengthened, and endowed him with apostolical powers, that he might fight the good fight of faith, and lay hold on eternal life.”

“Not as though I had already attained the happiness I hope for, or am now become perfect as to that perfection in virtue, which I must always endeavour to increase in; but, like a person still running a race for a prize, I pursue and run as well as I can, I stretch myself with perseverance towards[2] the mark, forgetting that part of the course which I had made. Let all of us, though perfect as to the knowledge of the mysteries we are to believe, be of this mind, that we are still to advance in the way of Christian perfection; and if any of you be of another mind, and think otherwise, God will reveal to you and teach you this truth, that we may all continue in the same rule of doctrine and discipline. We may here take notice with St. Chrysostom that it is not enough to believe, or have the true faith, but that we must strive and labour to the end in the way of perfection; secondly that St. Paul did not look upon himself absolutely certain of his salvation: and how much greater presumption would this be in us? (Witham)”

“Translate, "Not that I," &c. (I do not wish to be understood as saying that, &c.). attained--"obtained," namely, a perfect knowledge of Christ, and of the power of His death, and fellowship of His sufferings, and a conformity to His death. either were already perfect--"or am already perfected," that is, crowned with the garland of victory, my course completed, and perfection absolutely reached. The image is that of a race course throughout. See Co1 9:24; Heb 12:23. See TRENCH [Greek Synonyms of the New Testament]. I follow after--"I press on." apprehend . . . apprehended--"If so be that I may lay hold on that (namely, the prize, Phi 3:14) for which also I was laid hold on by Christ" (namely, at my conversion, Sol 1:4; Co1 13:12). Jesus--omitted in the oldest manuscripts. Paul was close to "apprehending" the prize (Ti2 4:7-8). Christ the Author, is also the Finisher of His people's "race."”